First of all, i would like to apologize for the last minute notice. Alright, since sum of them din't get the picture. I'll xplain everything here. Last saturday night, which is CF Rally, my dad told me tht i got an offer to study Computer Engineering at Unimap ( Universiti Malaysia Perlis ). And yeah, the first thing i said is ''NO!! No way, i'm not gonna leave Seafield. Just called the IPTA and tell them i reject'' After tht, my parents and i had a discussion...regarding my future career. I just tell them, ''I wanna study Dentistry, i dont care wht it takes to get into Dentistry. Even if its just 4%, let me TRY!!''

My parents just keep quiet, and they ask me to get some rest, rethink and discuss again on Sunday. I can't sleep. The first thing tht came through my mind..was my friends. And then, my studies. I was torn into two...so bad tht i had to take my fullscap paper and wrote ' Pros and Cons for IPTA and STPM ' I dont care how long it takes. And the answer came. More Pros thn cons for IPTA. STPM...so mny cons. After tht, i just tear both of the papers out from the book...and leave it on my table.

The next day, we had another discussion. And this time, i told myself not to b stubborn. Haf an open-heart, and rethink wht is important. Then, i went into Unimap's website. Check all the forms and etc. Oh ya, u will b wondering, when did i decide to take the offer? It was on Sunday night. As i went upstairs and lie down on my bed...i told God. Is this Your plan for my future...should i take it? From thre, i told myself d... ''If i stay in Form 6, its gonna torn me apart. Till now, i'm still in the flow...bt..how abt end year? Upper 6? Will i last?'' From there, i made my decision to take up the course, which is also my 2nd choice.

Tht night...around 12.00p.m. As i was thinking..of all my friends, i couldn't hold back my feelings. Broke down and cry. Why am i destined to leave them? I will b missing them so much, since all of them are like my 2nd family. Bryan, Wei liek, Jen Chong, Kosyala, Jamie and so mny more...especially Sonia and Raymondo.

Part 2:

Monday morning, went to school and as usual, bring my books. Raymondo said ''All my friens are leaving d, haihz'' I told him, 'There will b more, leaving T.T '' He din't know tht i was abt to leave. Shiau Sing was the 2nd one whu knows tht i'm leaving. I told her, not to tell anyone yet. Silently, i told Pn.Poh tht im leaving..while showing her my offer letter. After tht, i went down to find Pn.Thenmoli...and did the same. They supported me. After the P.A exam, which i actualli took hahaha. I went down for recess as usual, seeing the very last faces of my friends...holding my sadness beneath my soul without any1 noticing.

After the MUET test, i seeked my school counselor. We had a few discussions. After tht, i went upstairs,,,to get my bags. As Jen Chong was coming down the stairs...he said. ''There u are!! Marcus, everyone is waiting for you'' I was like..O.O, Oh no...dont tell me...they've already know? I went into my class, and 8 of them...i think, were staring at me. First question, Marcus...Why dint u tell us!!!! I was like...''Ermm'' Bryan said ''Dont u leave me with Chen Chen alone''. I said...''Alright ill tell u guys wht happened...'' And yeah, while i was explaning..how mny parents cant afford private uni...tears began to flow....

I just told them, i dint have a choice. I don't wanna go, becos i miss u guys so much. Few of them just came hugging. It just make me...more sad. There was a total silence after my ''lil speech''. I just took my bag and said...''Come on, lets go''. We went all the way down to the school gate. I just tell them, ''Dont worry guys, ill b here tml..fill in all my documents''. I'm not leaving yet :) As i fetch Bryan, Sonia and Raymondo home, my tears dint stop flowing. Every single house i stopped, its like a knife, stabbing my heart...''This will b  the last time...i'm fetching them''. Shouldnt have done tht, it just adds the pain...

Part 3:

Tuesday- 17/07/07. Before i left, i meet up with my clasmates. Thank them for all the help they gave. Forgive me for all the wrgs tht ive done. Gave them sum encouraging words just to cheer them up. After tht, thk my Muet teacher, Pn. Pang. Visit my other friends...and gave them hugs. I'm gonna miss them. After tht, i went down to KL, with Aidil, Honsam and Kevin...for my last outing. Watch Transformers!! Mission accomplished lol. Came back around 10.00p.m..since i drive to KL Sentral. My very first driving xperienced to KL. Noob eh?

Wednesday - 18/07/07. Had breakfast with Kevin and Honsam. After tht, went back to school to sell my 2nd hand books to a new student...whu just come to Bio-Chem class. Pn. Thenmoli told me to take up the offer, since its so hard to get into a local uni. Haha, and she actually gave me a warm hug. Oh ya, she also said ''Marcus, remember to return to Seafield when your back''. I will definately visit seafield. I promise!

So, i'll stop ere for now. This is the full story of wht happen in the last 4 days of my life...before i leave to Perlis. When will i b back? Most probably during the Raya hols..which is around October. Till then, take care and all the best peeps. I'll b missing u guys...